Thursday, April 19, 2007
ok people. haha, today is nostalgia and random pic day... so heres goes... :P
This strange compelling feeling
Engulfs me all over
I do not understand
Why must I feel this way?
An irregulation
Its just so chaotic
I cannot take this anymore
Ive heard it all before...
nite world. :DDDDDDDDDDD
Posted by Timothy Ethan. at 8:55 AM 0 comments
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
borat says, 'wah wah wee wah!' today has been an amazingly amazing day.
i come out of maths class
i hear screams downstairs and i go check it out
OMG OMG OMG...
yes they are! the year 5s are really going US of A... michigan to be precise
haha! hugging them and feeling their joy was just so great
made me smile like a blinking idiot even till now as i am blogging...
school was normal...ly dull then went all the way to timbuktu aka woodlands
to innova jc for some weird history seminar
which i stoned out and spent 3 hours straight either talking crap with hairin and tina
or writing and scribblings random lyrics.
and yunyi has finally sent me pics from her birthday bash at ps cafe!
haha, talk about lag...
most importantly, today has been such a beautiful day
finding out my bother is going usa and the year 5s too....
jlow tells me if given the chance i should not go USA
i should study.
part of me says duh yeah! u are a freaking year 6.
but the OMer in me, the illogical said of me says that
STUPID! ITS THE FRICKING WORLD FINALS...
oh well, ill just wait and see how, dont even know if i am going
haha, i should reax, as reminded by hadi
umpteen times tonight.hahaha
looking back at my om pics... i dont know if these omers have any idea how much they mean to me..
haha, love them. coll.dhanesh.jlow.jin.jem.yeang. rayan. ziggy cao... and now. gid.paul.hadi. too
gosh peace out... im kinda bushed
WHAT A MAD ASS DAY TODAY WAS! OH JOY...
Posted by Timothy Ethan. at 8:41 AM 0 comments
Monday, April 16, 2007
OMERs...
first things first, how about im freaking irritated by the fact that blogger doesnt have my favourite sexy font - century gothic.
anyway, back to important stuff.
AAAAAH.i cant believe it , yay for year 5s
how bout thats like damn good, and totally made my day.
couldnt bear to watch my good friends suffer when they dont freaking deserve the shit they had to go through.
i will never forget the moment i heard they got second and the following events that passed.
its all good. after all, my younger brothers team need some people to look up to and who better than the sex dream team personified.
to cao jlow jin jem yeang chups ...
you know how i feel...
to rayan collin dhanesh, it has been really great having u guys around for om once again this year as i know it our last year in school
and to sec ones, you guys proved that om is for anyone no matter how young and immature one is.
haha. u guys got 190!!! still cant believe it. and last but definitely not least,
ranjee and joseph. my om parents. r
eally you guys rock my world, nice been with me in om since sec 2, im damn old! haha, i dont know how to thank you guys properly really.
today it hit me how lucky i am to be part of this family.
om family. i mean, we have gone through shit and other things that no one else will understand and maybe even fathom. so to all u omers, u know who you are...
i lubchoo deep deep long time.
i dedicate this song to everyone i love and all those who especially made an impact on me this year, you know who you are... enjoy ;)
*I wanna talk to you
Last time we talked Mr Smith you reduced me to tears
I promise you that won't happen again*
Do I attract you?
Do I repulse you with my queasy smile?
Am I too dirty?
Am I too flirty?
Do I like what you like?
I could be wholesome
I could be loathsome
I guess Im a little bit shy
Why dont you like me?
Why dont you like me without making me try?
I try to be like Grace Kelly(ohh)
But all her looks were too sad(ohh)
So I try a little Freddie(mmmm)
I've gone identity mad!(hahaha)
I could be brown
I could be blue
I could be violet like sky
I could be hurtful
I could be purple
I could be anything you like
Gotta be green
Gotta be mean
Gotta be everything more
Why dont you like me?
Why dont you like me?
Why dont you walk out the door!
*geting angry doesn't solve anything
How can I help it
How can I help it
How can I help what you think?
Hello my baby Hello my baby
Putting my life on the brink
Why dont you like me
Why dont you like me
Why dont you like yourself?
Should I bend over?
Should I look older just to be put on your shelf?
I try to be like Grace Kelly(ohh)
But all her looks were too sad(ohh)
So I try a little Freddie(mmmm)
I've gone identity mad!(hahaha)
I could be brown
I could be blue
I could be violet sky
I could be hurtful
I could be purple
I could be anything you like
Gotta be green
Gotta be mean
Gotta be everything more
Why dont you like me?
Why dont you like me?
Why dont you walk out the door!
Say what you want to satisfy yourself hey!
But you only want what everybody else says you should want
I could be brown
I could be blue
I could be violet like sky
I could be hurtful
I could be purple
I could be anything you like
Gotta be green
Gotta be mean
Gotta be everything more
Why dont you like me?
Why dont you like me?
Why dont you walk out the door!
I could be brown
I could be blue
I could be violet like sky
I could be hurtful
I could be purple
I could be anything you like
Gotta be green
Gotta be mean
Gotta be everything more
Why dont you like me?
walk out the door!
*Humphrey, we're leaving
KERCHING*
Posted by Timothy Ethan. at 6:38 AM
Monday, February 12, 2007
catching up...
FRI.SAT.SUN.day
i dislike sore throats.
i detest fevers even more.
i have both.
double whammy.
ding..ding...ding.... you got a prize -.-
one day off school to suffer at home and possibly recuperate. knowing ib. the second point as as impossible as it gets.
watch cooking shows and channel 5 and dream of being in a fine dining restaurant.
hey! i could be a food taster when i grow up... but at the rate i eat, and not to forget mr metabolism is my enemy, ill give moses lim a run for his money...
econs and history
history and econs
...HL... whee. how do i balance them out?
Life and time passes so fast. hey! im not having fun, im studying for tests. ...dosnt that mean the old saying has been disproven by me? yay me... :P
what can i say about sunday... woke up at ungodly hour to go church with parents just cause they wanna play golf.
ooh, and dance.. dandy's choreography today was realy something.
enjoyed it thoroughly.
innovative, engaging and fun, surprisingly i could keep up.
MONDAY...
monday school blues. hitting me big time bad. prefects investiture. happy for henry and josh renee. never saw them to ever be there. goes to show life is super unxpected. wish i had a potion to predict it... >.<>
-Econs test... finish employment measures, inflation whole chapter, revise one more time
-History test... everything except opium war and anglo french and unequal treaties
-physics practical. wait for emails and results from maine row and tina.
-siddhartha essay
-prose essay
-mentally prepare for unseen english test tomorrow
-card for tina's bday tomorrow
-order flowers for herdont think thats all but tired la. u get the gist. it alot.
at times like these. being calculative is not gd.
ok im gonna nap now and not sleep till tomorrow night.
thanks yy for making our class look so china
and
*drumroll*
quote of the day ( found on agape week valentines notice board )
i love zhou jie lun ( jay chou )... zel. haha!
Posted by Timothy Ethan. at 12:53 AM 0 comments
Wednesday, February 07, 2007
thursday
signed up for dance.
so you think you can dance finalist workshop.
during ms julie today
was watching a sex scene and didnt even know it until ms thiru told me
woohoo.
sze mins so nice. i think i irritate people
im an irritant.
why do people even bother with me?
hope hadi can confirm about phantom soon.
still cant change my mind.
maybe if im gone or never was.
the world would be better/
u bet it would be.
i do
.
.
.
this song is kinda cool.
Sometimes I get emotionalhave yet to decide what song to get for mom and when to order flowers.
Sometimes I do some stupid things
Sometimes I say
What I should just keep inside
Sometimes I'm sad
'Bout everything
Sometimes I'm mad
And break some things
Sorry times ten
But you just got in the way
Don't give up now running away
I won't hurt you
Sometimes I'm just a pain
And that's the way it is
That's just the way I am
Sometimes I feel like crying
Laying down and dying
That's when I need you
Laughing's always easy
But sometimes I'm just scared
You'll leave me
That's when I feel
Emotional
You say I'm just impossible
Totally unpredictable
I'm just a girl get used to it
No big deal
You can't change me
Why would you try
I'm no angel
But I can make you smile
And that's the way it is
And that's just the way I am
Sometimes I feel like crying
Laying down and dying
That's when I need you
Laughing's always easy
But sometimes I’m just scared
You'll leave me
That's when I feel
Emotional
hist test on v day. screwed.
not to forget econs test day before.
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Tuesday, February 06, 2007
mmmhmm.
Posted by Timothy Ethan. at 5:33 AM 0 comments
events. events.
Its like, there are things coming my way. Hmm... Hans' birthday, valentine's day, mom' birthday, chinese new year. Chronological order. Hehs. Got Hans a present. But rest have yet to be solved. haha. Nt that they are regarded as problems, you know what i mean.
Really glad TOK oral presentation is finally over too. Gosh, Milton we did it. can't believe we pulled it off what with last minute work and all that. And thanks to Beth and Bee teck, had to sing for my presentation last week. haha... fly me to the moon... once again. Its so, cool, cos like i sang that for both haven auditions and wildrice auditions too. woah, do i have here my first trademark song? right tim. right.
Finished lit presentation. gotta catch upon history and physics. Study for econs test. can life get any busier? i guess maybe yeah. Good i guess. as long as i forget and get over her. i mean, it so surreal. Our last meal and like. next thing i know shes gone... forever? i really don't know. And as much as i would like to meet her again, deep down something tells me that we won't. and thats majorly sucky. Big time. sigh. I miss her. i guess. she did care, she had her reasons. but didn't she think about my reaction?
whats done is done. no use mulling over it rite? sigh. gotta rmber to pass jeremy his maths cd. i keep forgetting! whoever reads this? remind me... im kinda tired. will blog here another time. Before i go...
Gideon please return me my frickin' OM jacket? Jokes over ok? :(
Posted by Timothy Ethan. at 2:59 AM 0 comments
Sunday, January 28, 2007
Sometimes i wonder what lies ahead
How long til my hunger is fed
They say it's hard to make it in this part of town
so many people on this merry-go-round
Some folks try astrology
Some turn to crystal balls
To find an answer
To get through it all
I just fall on my knees and i try to pray
in the silence i can hear Him say
The river runs and the river hides
Out to the ocean and under the sky
I promise you, the answer will come
Hold on to patience and watch for the sign
Everything in its time
I often feel like that i'm two steps behind
Somebody must have moved that finish line
There are a thousand reasons
why i should give up
But i'm stubborn in the things i believe
The river runs and the river hides
Out to the ocean and under the sky
I promise you, the answer will come
Hold on to the patience and watch for the sign
'cause maybe there's another plan
One i still cant see
A little surprise, like your love in your life
Funny how time changes how we see
The river runs and the river hides
Out to the ocean and under the sky
I promise you, the answer will come
Hold on to the patience and watch for the sign
Everything in its time
Everything in its time
Posted by Timothy Ethan. at 7:30 AM 0 comments
not my crystal ball. at all
.i dont practice santeria, i ain't got no crystal ball. :S
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